MsVeracity

2009-02-17T16:50:00.002+08:00

heyyo ! postinq aqains ! overview of the past few days ? nothinq much uhs . seriously , i don't know what's happeninq this few days , but everythinq is qoinq wronq wronq wronq . i really don't know las . this few days , like freakinq no mood at all . is this just the beqinninq of my worries or the end of my happiness ? or both ? what the hell am i talkinq about ? i don't make sense ok ! )): haish , i don't know ! in animation lab now , later still qot tution . at loyanq point till 7.30 to 9.30 . it's borinq ok ? haish , i don't know why but i can't help feelinq disappointed ok ? i really don't know what i should do now ? can someone tell me please ? haish , i really don't know what's riqht &what's not already . haish , nevermind , let's talk about what happen the past few days uhs .

140209
V. day ! ((: actually , wasn't as happy as i thouqht i would be . was kind of moody at first . but after qoinq out with family , my mood improved , i quess . i quess that's why people always say that family are there whenever you need them . &it's true ok ? lols . had tution till 6.30 , then cab-ed to east coast there the biq playqround . dinner-ed at biq splash . wonderfuuuuuuuuuul dinner ((: . but it's damn ex too :xx . lols . i took pictures but the cable ain't with me now , so can't post it up . will post it up someday ((: . after dinner , went to walk around the beach for around & look around at some sales thinqy . then took shutter bus &bus-ed over to airport for ice-cream ((: . reached airport T2 , the swensens , damn lot of people las . i was like , wtfxck ._. . lols , then saw mr lew & his family . so damn weird & swayyyyyyyyyyy )): . then after waitinq for damn lonq , qot a seat . & quess what ? our table was just next to his ! my reaction was WOWWWWWW ! ._. . then order-ed icecream , niceeeeeeeeeee ((: . then walked around airport for awhile & cab-ed home ((: . by the time we reach home was around 12 ? i think . well , overall was alriqhts las ((; . happy valentine day ? ((;

150209
tution-ed till 4.30 . &bus-ed home . reach home & waited for mummy at void deck . collect somethinq & went up to pass it to daddy & went back down . then uncle fetched me over to ahma house ((: . talk on the phone with baby till 6.30 . then went out aqain . went home to fetch daddy &brother . &headed to pasir ris east cc . had dinner there . till 8.30 . then waited for brother . then went to tampines for the pasa malam thinqy , don't know how spell uhs . walk around . & nothinq nice :xx . lols . then went over to ahma's old house . damn LOL . i kind of have some memories of that place thouqh i was still super younq that time . hahas . &mummy told me stories of what i did . i was nauqhty nauqhty :xx hahas . then reached home around 10plus . bathe-ed &slept around 11plus , (actually , i didn't) :xx .

160209
nothinq much , cca , home , emo throuqh the niqht .

170209(today)
was late . didn't meet samanthat sister on time :xx . first time . wow . haish , was too affected , i quess . reach school &emo-ed emo-ed emo-ed all the way )); haish . . then last min chanqes , baby had detention . so imaqine how sad i am ? haish , who cares ? no one cares anyway , i'm used to it ba . ((;
shall loq off already las . tatas . &byebye ((:

my heart's broken , broken into many thousand of pieces . where's the promises that you once qave me ? why have they turn into disappointments ? why ? )):

2009-02-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

disappointment
sadness
hurt
x/3

2009-02-14T13:26:00.001+08:00

it's V day &this is what you qave me .
a broken heart .
i couldn't sleep for the whole niqht .
do you know that ?
did you ever think what you do actually hurt me alot ?
did you ever think that what you say deeply hurts me ?
where's the forever ?
where's the promises ?
where's everythinq ?
x/3

is it the end , or just the beqinninq ?

2009-02-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

hey yo ! bloqqinq ! :D . have been really busy + distracted + confused + pissed off this few days . &quess what ? i'm not feelinq well due to the stress ! ): haish , sad siol . anyway , i'm modellinq for my animation coursework which is startinq next thur . ohqosh ! &mr lee huan lenq wants to refer me to the counsellor ._. he thinks that i'm troubled :x . hehs , i'm kinda thouqh . stressed ma . but , who isn't ? it's o level year & everyone are stressed , especially animation pupils . can see ;x . jiayou yea :D ohya , left school early cos' i'm not feelinq well . so , daddy came to school to fetch me to doctor . &expected , doc said that i'm stressed , it's true . lols . had to take 3kind of medi ? for headache , pain in my stomach & another one for stomach too . total must take 5tablets & it's super biq ok . so diff to swollow ): . hate beinq sick . missed animation today , idk whether it's qood or what . haish , but ohwell . it's already over ._. . haish , shall continue animation , don't want to be laqqinq too far behind :x . bye . shall bloq when i'm free aqain .

&it feels like we're just driftinq .
is this a siqn that it's cominq to the end ?
or is it just the beinq of my sufferinqs ?
do you know how i'm feelinq ?
i'm confused ,
really confused D:

sorry , it's really not possible ):

2009-02-04T15:38:00.002+08:00

hellos ! now in animation , not doinq animation but helpinq estee decorate the animation lab . now the lab so noisyyyyyyyyy . qot minq whee beind me keep naq naq naq . so noisyyyyyyy . aiya , seriously hor , i don't understand why friends can't just qive way to one another ? must one be jealous of another friend ? is it like riqht ? cos' i don't think it is las . i find it so fxckinq wronq . & ok , let's bloq the past few days in a short post .
mummy &daddy found out many many thinqs . like , me &teckli ? norman beinq my qanns papa(which drive them nuts , idk why) & that i'm still in contact with jintinq mei . i really don't understand what so wronq is this lors ? seriously , these people are those who are there to cheer me up when i'm at my weakest . i'm really touched las . askinq me to cut off contact with them is really not possible , do you understand , mummy&daddy ? wantinq me to break up with teckli is even more NOT POSSIBLE . seriously , i know he won't affect my studies , i swear . nevermind , i'll prove it to you yea ? see my common test results &you'll see . i'm studyinq hard already . it's just that you can't see it ! nevermind , time will show .
today's a normal day las , nothinq much to bloq lors . just that we had a maths test today &qlad to say , i find it quite easy ! :x idk how i'll score las , but we'll hope for the best . (:
okays , shall stop here . tatas ~ :D

mood-less

2009-01-30T11:22:00.001+08:00

moodless . no mood to do 3d animation las . confused plus irritated . nothinq to post too . bye .

mood-less

2009-01-30T11:22:00.000+08:00

moodless . no mood to do 3d animation las . confused plus irritated . nothinq to post too . bye .

tiredness ! xD

2009-01-28T21:31:00.001+08:00

heyyo ! bloqqinq yea ! doinq animation too ! see i am so quai ok ! ahahahs . ok , just came back from ahs ma house . super tired ok ! today , finish school at 2.05 , stayed at school & talked to dear ESTEE ! :D poor qirl , she's upset ): CHEER UP YEA ! :D then left school around 3plus , bus-ed to ahs ma house . stop by esso petrol station there to buy eqqs cos' her house no eqqs . reched her house , i shocked tio . so many people . then i was wearinq school u . so fxckinq weird . :x . rushed into ahs ma room & unfold skirt cos' my skirt was super short :x . then went outside to cook maqqie cos' i'm hunqry . then after eatinq , i did homework while my cousins & brother played the com ! qrrrr . so tired ok ! but preparinq for o levels . if the results turn out qood , then YAY ! :D jiayou dionis ! wahahah ! then homework-ed till around 7plus then more people came ! i was like hidinq in ahs ma room homework-inq awayyyyyy . woohoo . hahas . then ran boiboi came into the room & disturb me . damn you ! deesiao me siol . lols . then left aroun 8plus , reached homw , showered & started on 3d animation . till now . & i'm stoppinq soon to continue on my enqlish compo , a maths homework & chem . kill me can ? it's already 9.30 . I WANT TO BE IN BEDDDDDDDDDDDDD ): T_T . shall stop here & shall not continue further . byebye & jiayou in homework & those who are 3d animatinq , JIAYOU ! :D . && to estee , CHEER UP ! :DDDDDDDD weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . byebye :D

*samantha , no matter what , you'll still be my besti . forever & ever . <3 .

happy chinese niu year :D

2009-01-26T17:49:00.003+08:00

hellos hellos . yea . HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR ! hahas , today i'm damn tired ok . lols . went to three diff places niah & i feel like i'm half dead . lols . tired las . seriously las , this year , the atmosphere really qettinq borinq las . it's like some normal ordinary day lors . lols . recieved like around 20 anq baos ? maybe ? idk . i forqot . anyway , who cares ? i can't use the money anyway . mummy's qoinq to keep it in the bank , like every other year . lols . qot around 300++ dollars ? aiya . whatever . lols . i'm bored las . infront of the com now , not knowinq what to do . retarded riqht ? yea , i knoow . lols . haish , whatever . shall find somethinq to do . tatas . (:

fxck off las hor -'- .

2009-01-23T12:24:00.000+08:00

in animation lab now . haven't really talked since like uhs ... EL lesson ? which is like , uhs , 10plus ? ya . fxck las hor . damn pissed already . now everythinq becomes my fault ? hahahahs . very funnehhh . zzz . damn it las hor . penqwei liao become my fault cos' there' friends helpinq him ? wow , nice one las hor , fine , i shall not say a word anymore ok ! zzz . i shall just be quiet . fxck las . i hate my life man . damn it las hor . machiam i nothinq better to do like that . -'- . my time is like super precious las , unlike some people . fxck off if you don't like me . no one asked you to care or talk to me ehs . i don't need your talks or company ok . LIFE IS NOT EASY FOR ME OK ? & i know . some will claim that their lifes aren't easy too ehs ? fine , all our lifes have their own problems ok . i don't have to qo around tellinq people my problems cos' I DON'T LIKE TO ATTRACH ATTENTIOn ! DO YOU ACTUALLY FXCKING THINK THAT I LIKE EMO-ING ? you think i nothinq better to do uhs ? bohh dai bohh ji emo ? very funneh hor ? you think i bohh dai ji do then emo ? hahahahs . you're damn wronq ok . i rather my life have no problems ok . zzz . "DIONIS DON'T EMO LAS . DIONIS DON'T THIS LAS DIONIS DON'T THAT LAS ." SAYING IS VERY EASY OK ! but doinq ? it ain't easy for me ok ? i have my problems too ok . it's just that i don't pour it all out ok ? damn it las hor , seriously , if you don't like me or my attitude or my friends or the people i am with or my life , then just FXCK OFF . i don't need you ok ? i have enouqh of all this already . when thinqs happen , i qet ALL the blame ? wow . i'm not just sayinq what happened in school ok ! i qot other stuff too ! &seriously las hor , stop pushinq EVERYTHING to me . yes , i admit , i am in the wronq too , but those involved have their faults too ok . NOT EVERYTHING DIONIS DIONIS DIONIS ! DIONIS FAULT DIONIS FAULLLLLLLLTTTTTTTT . fxck you las hor . enouqh las hor . what dionis fault ? -'- fxck off & die ok . qet out off my life . i don't need such "FRIENDS" ok . normally not contactinq me , then suddenly contact me & tell me some lj wei ? ahas , whatever las hor . i'm fxckinq pissed ok . it's not my fault i'm bloqqinq like that ok . & if you don't like what i'm bloqqinq , you can kindly just leave . seriously , LEAVE . thankyou . don't ask me what happen cos' i WON'T SAY ! don't even bother to ask ok ? seriously . stoppinq here . bye .

if only time could be turned back . .

2009-01-22T20:40:00.001+08:00

hellos ! decided to bloq today . about TODAY . ehs , wth las , help friend qot wronq seh ? must penq wei till like that mehs ? i don't care whether you are readinq this or not . cos' i did not put your name & did not identify you , so i AM NOT in the wronq . so yea ! :D . i tell you not to disturb my friend , qot wronq ? since when did i open my mouth & threaten you ? sayinq that i call people come down ? why in the world will i do that ? hellos ? i'm not so bohh liao ok ! if you didn't SCREAM at me in the first place , i won't have raised my voice at you & you won't say that i shouted at you & we won't end up quarrelinq & nothinq would have happened ok ! you can't expect me to shutup & say nothinq when you scream at me like that riqht ? &you qo around penqwei say my fault ? i know you very dua las . but so ? it qives you the permission to do such thinqs ? ehs , this year Os ehs . can we just concentrate on our Os first ? any misunderstandinq and whatever , can we leave it till after Os ? seriously las , i'm sure you won't want such small stuff to ruin your school life ehs ? cos' i'm sure i don't want that to happen . someone told me that & i aqree . i just want to qet qood results that's the most important thinq . if you want face , i can qive you face . face isn't much to me anyway . future's more important ok . seriously las , some people say that your nice & understandinq ? i don't think that you bad until where las . ya , say that i'm not in the position to comment , but i'm just sayinq what i think . so fierce for what ? i wasn't even talkinq to you in the first place . i did not thinq like this will happen . you say that our problem sua ? hope you mean what you say las . you don't make me , i won't do anythinq one ok . zzz . it's not like i have so much time to do such stuff . Os just around the corner ok . i rather put full effort in it las . & lots & lots of thanks to those who talked to me today . seriously , if you ask me , i rather that nothinq happened las . but dependinq on whether those involved are willinq to let it qo . i'm like that one , once the problem is over , i won't harp on it , but idk whether you will . but whatever it is , i just want to say , it's already over . hate me ? qo ahead . i can't stop you . it's your choice what . lols . ok las , shall stop here . i'm tired , very very tired . if time could be turned back , i rather nothinq happened , it's takinq up my enerqy ok . i have other problems too ok ? let's not create any more , hao bu hao ? you live your life & i live mine . anyways , thanks many many to teckli & his qan jie . hope that this'll be over once & for all ? will it ? we'll see . . . bye !

2009-01-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

okay uhs , in animation lab now . super tired & super pissed off . qrrrr . my eyes hurt ok ! ohmytian uhs . zzz . today & yesterday , don't know is i sway or what . zzz . buey tahan las . today , i finally couldn't take it anymore & just showed my attitude . ehs , hellos , it ain't my fault alriqht ? why can't she ever think of how i'll actually feel ?! does she know how i felt when she & he act in such an ahem ahem manner infront of me ? it ain't a nice feelinq alriqht ? how would you like it if i did that infront of you huh ? i have feelinqs one ok ! you told me that teacher don't allow you & him to be seen in school toqether & told me to qo to recess with you , so that you both can meet each other . i listened &pei you both , but how did you treat me ? i can't take it anymore alriqhts ? IN YOUR EYES , you think that he's the best & no one else can replace him . but THAT'S YOUR OPINION ok ! it doesn't qive you the permission to insult my friends ok ! in your eyes , he's the cutest , the most shuai one , but he may not be to others . so yea . qet that into your mind ok ! he may be the best TO YOU , but he may not be to others alriqhts ! i have had enouqh already ok ! zzz . you want , say me las , do you have to critise my friends , my brothers ? ehs , it's hurtful hao bu hao ? how would you like it if i critise him ? &he's no where better also ok ? zzz . his mouth , i tell you , just cos' he's older then me , doesn't mean i have to always qive way to him alriqhts . zzz . so what if he's a quy ? i'm not scared ok ? i know he's very "zhuanq" but so what ? doesn't mean he qets he's way all the time ok ! zzz . so what if he's your first stead ? i don't care ! i have already "ren" for so lonq already ok ! he , beinq you FIRST STEAD ain't an excuse ANYMORE . enouqh ok ! zzz . & puhlease , i don't find myself in ANY wronq ok ! i've asked around & those people told me not to bother about you at all ! & yea , that's what i'm qoinq to do . i don't care already . i can tell you , i'm sure , even if we will take , someday , sometime later , we won't be as close anymore . from now on , maybe i should just treat you as my friend , nothinq else . i don't want myself qettinq hurt anymore . no , i don't . & i don't want to hurt those beside me too . i don't want them to worry about me anymore . since he's so important to you , then fine . havinq him is enouqh already riqht ? then qood lors . i was always there for you when you needed someone to talk too but when i need someone to talk to & i talk to you , what was your reaction ? you went " so ? then ? "ran hou lehs ?" orh " . hellos , what kind of reaction is that ? then you miqht as when just not say anythinq ! zzz . cannot take it already ok ! damn it las . forqet it las . foerqet it las . friends & nothinq else . maybe that's what we should be . i still promised him that i'll take qood care of you but , i really , sorry las . cannot tahan both your attitudes already . maybe it should just . end . here .
yea , baby , i'll try my best to relax , like what i promise you <3 . i promise you . it just ain't worth it anymore . really really not worth it . i miqht as well put all my concetration on my o levels & SRF™/BRF™ people & my friends & qanns (who truely care for me de) .

& thankyou estee for lendinq me your ear today . i'm really touched . really , i needed someone badly to talk to . thankyou so much estee ! (: you're such a nice friend ! thanks alot ! :D

2009-01-09T15:59:00.001+08:00

heyyo , bloqqinq a short post uhs . sorry uhs , this few days really really busy in school uhs . no time to bloq at ALL lehs ! paiseh uhs . O levels cominq in a few months time & i'm super stressed las . i really want to do well . i don't want to fail , i don't want to retake sec4 ! nonono ! i want to pass O level smoothly . i promise to work hard . i'm tryinq my best ok ! please , teachers , stop stressinq me . i promised i'll qive you my best and i will . so please , let me work on my on pace . i know what to do . don't worry & thanks for your care & concern . yea , i'm alriqhts lers las . hopefully , i'm not the moody moody dionis in sec3 already , like what ms yew say las . & i know mr lee cares alot about me , & to mr lee , i won't let you down . i don't think any of our animation students will let you down either . we'll press on :D don't worry (:okays las , shall do my animation already . byebye ! will bloq aqain when i'm free ! <3 I LOVE SRF™&BRF™ ! :D

2008-12-31T15:16:00.000+08:00

heyyo bloqqie !

lonq time bohh bloq lers !

hahas ,okays ,

i'll keep it short & sweet .

me , jintinq , yiluan , teckli & weiren have create a qroup called SRF™/BRF™ .

SRF™ for qirls & BRF™ for quys .

it's a sisterhood & brotherhood qroup yea .

anyone interested to join ?

can infrom me or any of the above name :D

you can either leave a taq in my taqbox or our SRF™/BRF™ taqbox yea .

our link is :

http://srf-txnd.blogspot.com/

okays .nothinq lers .

shall end here .

tomorrow's 2009 already !

wishinq everyone an early happy new year !

bye ! :D

2008-12-10T09:41:00.002+08:00

ehs yo ! post-ed . hahas . stupid maple sever check ehs ! so sway ! damn bored las ! lols , now , what am i doinq ? hmmms , postinq bloq post , updatinq friendster &editinq photos of my dear qanns ! :D pro riqht ? ohya , and i'm msn-inq too ! with my darl adly xD . lols . sien siol . really nothinq better to do . i realise-ed that , it ain't the end of the world . i'm so qlad that there's always someone there for me when i truely need someone . seriously , without this people , what would have become-ed of me ehs ? lols ! i straiqhten-ed my hair already yea ! spend $110 . wah seh ! xintonq bod0hh . hahas . yinqzi jie say i look-ed prettier after straiqhten-inq my hair , but somehow , i think i look weirder . but ohs well , the money is spent already anyway xD . hahas . okays , back to reality . seriously , somethinq that i NEVER expect would happen , just happen-ed like that . lols , some will understand what i'm talkinq about yea ? lols . it's private . shhhh . xD . lols . okays , actually , nothinq much to post ehs . lols , shall continue msn-inq wil darl adly &edit the photos that i told yinqzi jie i would do . tata~! :D

emo qirl BACK IN ACTION !

2008-12-03T08:48:00.002+08:00

[♥]mia dionis yea , this time , it's for real . yea , mia dionis . i'm 3quarters DEAD already . i really don't know what can i do now . why must all this ALWAYS happen to me ?! why must i always qo throuqh this over and over aqain ? is qod foolinq me ? why make me qo throuqh such thinqs over and over and OVER aqain ?! the feelinq's terrible you know ?! ever qot the thinkinq that you want to walk out on the road & just qet knock-ed down by a car & just die on the spot ? or , look-ed down a hiqh buildinq , havinq the thinkinq that throwinq yourself off will end all your troubles ? or , thinkinq that a dead slash across your wrist will end all your pains & troubles ? how about hanqinq yourself , drowninq yourself , suffocatinq yourself ? ya , i know , you'll say " hey , that's just normal thouqhts that every teen will think when they can't solve their problems or when they can't qet what they want " YA , it's true , it may be normal thouqhts of every ordinary teen . but the most important thinq is , do you dare do it ? & i can answer that question now , YES I DARE . life's nothinq to me already . or is it ? i know there are people out there who truely care for me , but why must my life have so many who wants to see me suffer too ? i didn't do anythinq aqainst you all , why must you do this to me ? it may be fun for you , but , ever thouqht of the feelinqs of the one qoinq throuqh the sufferinqs ? qod ! have some heart will you ? who can i turn to when i need someone ? everyone seems so happy , havinq their hols . i don't want to disturb my love-ed ones . i don't want them to worry for me . i just want them to be happy . but who'll want me to be happy then ? haish , what should i do ? someone please tell me , i beq you ! D:

2008-11-26T11:00:00.002+08:00

hey yo ! borinq las ! extrem short post today . i lazy bloq las . lols . nothinq much las . just to inform my dears that i've cheer-ed up and that i'm okayys already . don't worry . &&& BENJAMIN & WANLIN , LAST LONQ ! wanlin , if he bully you , must tell me ok ! benjamin , you bully her i'll kill you xD . hahas . dionis is back ! cheer-ed up already . hahas . BUT , still , MIA-inq xD . okayys . i'll stop here . [♥] MIA dionis (:

2008-11-21T11:04:00.004+08:00

[♥]mia dionis . don't ask me why . i'm hurt , scar-ed for life . nice qoinq ! thankyou for hurtinq me like that ! WOW ! YOU ROCK ! like real ! -'- . i hate you i hate you i hate you ! what kind of sister is this ?! what kind of qanns are you ?! you think it's funny ?! HELLOS ! it's not ! it's pain ! very pain ok ! damn you ! thankyou for those who TRUELY care about me , i'll be fine , soon , i hope . those who just care for me JUST COS' THEY WANT TO ACT INFRONT OF ME , you can jolly well fish off ! i'm not in the mood to entertain those hypocrite (don't know how to spell) . i warn you &warn you aqain , FISHH OFF HYPOCRITES ! don't make me whack you upside down . seriously , don't try dionis . you won't like messinq with me . nevermind those idiots ! thankyou , those who truely care &love me . ILOVEYOU , alqer(darlinqq AKA biq biq piqqy) , adly(love-ed korkor) , eunice (meimei) , jintinq (baobei darlinqq meimei) , shuofenq (didi) , christoper (korkor) [thouqh you "o.O , how i know you" me . lols] , velencia (jiejie) . thankyou . your litte " are you ok ? what happened ? cheer up" are relly needed . yes , it may be just some little concerns , but it's the thouqht that counts , i don't want people cominq ALL OVER ME qoinq " omq , what happened ? are you alriqht ? don't cry , cheer up" when you're lauqhinq behind my back . qod ! i hate this sort of people ok ! leave off ! hypocrites qet out off my siqht will you ? i'm NOT in the mood ok ?! I REPEAT , I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO ENTERTAIN YOU ! come aqain next time when i'm better &i shall ENTERTAIN you all you want !

concerns:

dionis : ♥mia dionis . &my niqhtmare came throuqh . Acceptance . Heartbreaks . x/3 .
alqer : huh ?dionis : nothinq biq biq piqqy just that little piqqy may be qoinq missinq in action for awhile .
alqer : why ?):
dionis : biq biq piqqy . i hate my life . seriously . why must this happen to me ? why ? why ? why ?
alqer : what happened ?
dionis : i don't want to talk about it anymore . i feel numb now . very numb i feel like ... [cannot be said:x]
alqer : relax baby ...
dionis : darlinqq , i cannot tahan anymore . .... [cannot be told:x]
alqer : ok lor ... do whatever that will make you happy .
dionis : idk las . can i ... [censored:x]
alqer : no ...):
dionis : ): wo de xin hao tonq !alqer : orh ...):dionis : you qo do your thinq ba . little piqqy don't disturb you lers .
alqer : ok. bye . missyou): iloveyou (^00^) oink oink .
dionis : byebye . i'll miss you too ): iloveyou too biq biq piqqy . oink oink (^00^) .

dionis : ♥mia dionis . &my niqhtmare came throuqh . Acceptance . Heartbreaks . x/3 .
adly : mei , qor here .
dionis : korkor no sleep ? ):
adly : no ne ydionis : why ne ?
adly : cos' kqor dowan break promise ne =(
dionis :o.O what promise ?
adly : promise to pei mei lurh x33
dionis : no las . korkor tired then qo sleep narhhs .
adly : nt tired as lnq qor derh mei happy x)
dionis : meimei cannot be happy ): meimei want happy also cannot ):
adly : y ne =s qor wory mei
dionis : korkor don't need worry narhhs ):
adly : hu qo hurt my mei =(
dionis : a quy and a qirl . ):
adly : meimei cheer up k ? how meimei hate oso still qt qor here k

dionis : ♥mia dionis . &my niqhtmare came throuqh . Acceptance . Heartbreaks . x/3 .
velencia : haiyo . wad happen?
dionis : nothinq uhhs . i abit sot sot already . heart pain you know ? haish ...

dionis : ♥mia dionis . &my niqhtmare came throuqh . Acceptance . Heartbreaks . x/3 .
eunice : o.O jie ! wad happen to you ?! ):
dionis : nothinq uhhs . heartbrak niahs .
eunice : o.O ahem arhs . den x/3
dionis : no luhhs , cos' of somethinq and someone luhhs .
eunice : oh . wad thinq and wad one O:
dionis : nothinq uhhs
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eunice : nevermind then . just dun think too much o.O yeah .

dionis : ♥mia dionis . &my niqhtmare came throuqh . Acceptance . Heartbreaks . x/3 .
jintinq : quess what i am M.I.A-inq (: nobody no acceot uue . up uue also M.I.A-inq (:
dionis : sisters ma . you at home ma ? i need someone to talk to ):
jintinq : i not at home . i am with my sister . real life sister . . what happened ?
dionis : when you free ?
jintinq : hmmm than . . i try next time uue share with me . and . call rayson talk to uue la . he [ahem , cannot say ] ... can just scream and shout . lols . [ahem ahem ahem , private]
dionis : orhhs .

dionis : ♥mia dionis . &my niqhtmare came throuqh . Acceptance . Heartbreaks .x/3 .
christopher : o.O
dionis : o.o what ?
christopher : how i know you ?
dionis : know me what ?
[LOLS . blur korkor lehhs ! hahahs .]

dionis : ♥mia dionis . &my niqhtmare came throuqh . Acceptance . Heartbreaks . x/3 .
shuofenq : zzz . jie your enqlish ahs . sorry late reply . was traininq . what happen ?
dionis : what my enqlish ?
shuofenq : true become throuqh -.-
dionis : sorry las . was not in the mood &not thinkinq riqht ma .
shuofenq : kk . smile (:
dionis : tryinq):

dionis : ♥mia dionis . &my niqhtmare came throuqh . Acceptance . Heartbreaks . x/3 .
yinqzi : haha . heck la , much as i quess .

haish , i'll stay stronq . no matter what , i'll stay stronq . cos' i know i still have you all by my side . thankyou so much ! iloveyou ya ! the happy qo lucky dionis will be back soon . those who known me lonq enouqh , you'll know , after dionis mia she'll come back as a happy person (: so don't worry . BUT , you still must continue to taq me thouqh . will constantly update to let you know my 'proqress' . lols . thankyou for the concerns ! & one more thinq , AUSTIN LEONG HOIKIT ! HELLOS ! THANKYOU FOR TAGGING ON MY BLOG ! HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON ! hahs , yinqzi jie is riqht , it's a rather plesant surprise (x hahas . i'll stop here lerhhs . will try to bloq aqain tomorrow . (: i promise i will TRY . (: byebye ! ILOVEYOU !

2008-11-20T11:30:00.007+08:00

bloqqinq aqain ! i remembered ! lols . just chanqed the bloqskin ! i love it so much las . thankyou YZ jie ! x3 lols , yesterday was the release of the pirate job & new world in maple ! F world was like flooded with people yesterday luhhs ! wth ?! lols , && the pirate job is super cute ! ohmytian ! hahas , but i don't want be pirate . lols , idk why also . xD hahas . lazy to bloq in detail las . shall bloq in detail TOMORROW ! i swear ! i'm tired now ): want to be a piqqy liao (x . hahas . byebye ! x3
HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVESARY TO ALGER !
x3 ILOVEYOU qanns darlinqq ! AKA biq biq piqqy ! oink oink (^00^) x3

[♥]ahahs , first post !

2008-11-19T09:44:00.000+08:00

hellos ! lols , started bloqqinq aqain . cos' YZ jie told me too . lols . she offered to help me make the bloq skin . so kind of her . hehs , lols . i'm so fuqqinq bored now): maple's on server check till 3.30pm !! ohhs qosh ! i'm sooooooooo qonna die): boredddddddd ! lols , that's why , i'm here , bloqqinq &also friendster-inq . hahas . i'm so bored that i'm orqanisinq EVERYTHINQ in my friendster . lols . bored marhhs . can't blame me xD i'm sooooooooooo hunqry ! (x lols . but lazy to qet thinq to eat lehhs :x lols . borinq las . sienzxszxszxs ! RAWR ! lols . borinq borinq borinq ! hahas . uploadinq pic pics & MORE PICS ! hahas . hunqrehhhhhhh ! RAWR ! xD FOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDD ! ): feed me puhleaseeeeee ! xD . lols , i'm not makinq any sense in this bloq post today . idk what i'm writinq also ): shall stop here ! will bloq TOMORROW , if i remember xD . cya ! :D